As dark as this is… it’s the only thing that fits today. On Monday, my boyfriend and best friend, was found dead in his apartment from suicide. I am so absolutely lost and broken, and I don’t know what to do anymore. My entire life revolved around, and was saturated, with him. So… the only thing that fits for this photo challenge is this photo of him when we were in Acadia last fall. He was trying out all sorts of different light tricks during some night photography.
This Wednesday, every day before and every day here after, I’d rather be with you, Alex. I’m so sorry that you couldn’t stay here with me. I love you. You were all my reasons.